Frustrated

First of all I want to gripe about the computer......the Flash Player is gone thus
making it impossible to play and listen to the music videos that I enjoy so much.  I don't know how to install the new one; too complicated for me....I feel like chewing nails...I'll have to round up Julien tomorrow, and I hate to bother him so.  I feel like I'm using him..and if there's one thing I hate doing it's using people.  But it's the only way I can get that flash player restored,  Drats!
My day began with a rough start (no thanks to going to bed last night.....and the same thing's happening tonight)  I was talking like someone who had been in the hooch too long..no body could understand; my speech was extremely slurred and I felt horrible.  I knew I had to cancel Girl's  day.....I was so sick I couldn't handle it.  I as disappointed about that too and was able to catch a few nods on the couch.  Have to take whatever sleep whenever I can.  Nobody can survive without a good sleep.......every night......I think I'll give Dr Hoyt a call on Tuesday (tomorrow's a holiday)..I'm wondering if these sleep meds have worn out, lost their effectiveness (after all I've been taking them for many years)  Something has to be done.  I can't go on this way!